Kaybes

My little starlet never shined so brightly, The dark blanket sky holding her so tightly, With cloth that hangs like spider webs, Her fingers drenched in blood so wet, Tears falling from her emerald eyes, She's oblivious as she slowly dies, So timid and pure and i am sure, She's falling away from me. I try to make you realise, Why can't you see this through my eyes, I love me and i love you too, But there will always be more for you. Hips and ribs show no nourishment, She's dying for her own punishment, Scars and stitches cover her arms, Her own way of showing no harm, My heart breaks when i think of her, Sitting in her mind o

Confusion is laziness, that's why it clouds my head, Nothing makes sense to me while laying in my bed, But when I'm awake, I think with the sake, Of clowns, fairies and candy instead. Forgive me for being me, But that's all I can be. My world is made of twisting mystic bands, While slipping through my fingers like sand, Tears fall like beads, mind twists like weeds, In my fantastic, mystical wonderland. I am the creator of myself, Starved of experiment, From past experience, You couldn't help what I've become. Forgive me for being me, But that's all i can be.

The impregnable thoughts of mass destruction, Cannot compare to my inborn aggression, Endowed power, hedonism of pain, Truth of what keeps me insane. New blood, no matter, misery and lies, Liberty of life, to creation that dies, Pride of death, glory of evil, These are the lies it makes me feel. Speak to me my muses, followers of passion, Help me stay alive, keep feeding my obsession, Rulers of our kingdom are overtaking, Inside my hearts feels like it is breaking.

Coloured red the tears I cry, It hurts with no reaon why, I hate my self for loving you, Only now I realise you love me too, I'm sorry for the pain I cause, Conversation turns to one big pause, Because no one understands, I try to make you realise, Why can't you see this through my eyes, I love him and I love you too, But there will always be more for you...

My scars are there to remind me, My life before security, Of my life I lead of fear, A permanent mark of bloodshed, They will never dissappear. I have fallen in love with life, Never felt this happy, If only I'd found sooner, The source of my happiness, Then my scars where never there, I shake when reminising, The pain I once felt, I am grteful for everyday, Since I found you, And your unwilling help... ...Thank you.

My life is a mirror, A two way world, The reflection looking back, Taunts me to breakdown, Two scenes, one story, Always the same old story, Mirror, mirror on the floor, What is this face that I abore? Broken glass reveals my past, Memories fade so far, I may have two worlds, But only one is true, The life that died and so went I, And all that was left was you.

As I sit with a glass in hand I contemplate all that surrounds me I am lonely Talk to me please Tell me everythings ok Remind me of times once lived I need something, someone I need you back Help me, I'm shaking My body's brittle, so's my heart Please don't break me I need my mind I need my heart I need my twin A whole two years gone but my hand wants to grasp the blade once again If this is the pain I cause I don't want to be here Don't pity me, don't help me it won't work, just make it worse red is all I crave Blood tastes so good at your own consequence Watch me, know that it's you that caused it Suffer me for you lo